Love and disease are both like electricity. They are always there– you can’t see or smell or hear, touch, or taste them, but you know they are there like a current in the air. We can choose to plug into the love current instead. And let it shine like a wreath of lights. ♥
So as a Teenager, I became bored on a Saturday night and decided to have a photoshoot. Here are my results:
Hey Bloggers! It March 25 and I’m so nervous about this day! For two reasons. One reason is because I have 2 tests today! AND dance audition!
Yikes! But you know, I’m not going to worry because its Friday, I’m wearing a SMILE, and I’m giving nothing but LOVE! 
hope you guys do the same as well.
P.S. THAT PHOTO IS MY CAPTURING! LOL. I GOT SKILLS.
ONE of my favorite song to make me feel proud of myself and to remind myself everyday of who I should be is. . .
Feeling Good by Jennifer Hudson:
SHE HAS THE MOST AMAZING VOICE EVER! YOU HAVE TO AGREE C’MON NOW!
but. . . for those who like the ORIGINAL VERSION LIKE ME! HERE YOU GO!
ENJOY!
Hope you guys are feeling good as well 
..me doing is:
Reading!!
I most defineitly LOVE to read. Especially Shakespear, Poetry, and my new favorite TENNESSE WILLIAMS!
Right now, I’m reading one of his famous plays: “A Streetcar Named Desire” it’s so great I can’t even put it down!
Sigh. Well, getting back to reading! Lol!
But then I met this boy! Now..
.Happier then ever!
My Mom came in my room this morning and sit on my bed waking me up asking do I wanna go to school? Like ALL teenagers I said NO. But I had my reasons. Like any other mother with a heart she knew why and I didnt even have to explain why.
Getting off the bed she walked out my room coming back 5 minutes laters with GROSS medicine and a HUGE cup of Hot Chocolate! She walked out saying “Feel better and I’ll call you every 2 hours. I love you”
Sigh. All I needed was a Mother’s Touch.
As of this afternoon at 3:45pm I am a officially a Steelers Fan!
Today they’re shining in their bright gold and black jerseys defeating the New York Jets. (NYJ) Knowing that they’re going to win I shall wear black and gold tomorrow to showoff my amazing team.
Wish me luck with walking in a school that’s filled with USC, UCLA, and NYJ fans. Lol.
Dear Mother,
You took me in when I was just a new born. You tried to keep me in church. And that was the most best thing you could’ve ever did. Now I know where to turn when my life is flipped upside down or when I need to give thanks, and that is most def* GOD himself. You even bought me beautiful things I never even thought of asking for. Kept me in a private school for my childhood life and then a charter school through junior high. Boy do I thank you because I love school. — but. .Our record player keeps playing soft and slow melody. But then it stopped and sped up. That’s when high school hit. I started to see this dramatic change. Our relationship started to drift apart. Then I realized I was going through that . . “Teenage Stage”. So I decide to slow down the record. Lately we’ve been agruing over little things. My outfits, Dishes, my additude. But we mainly agrue about College. I feel that you don’t want me to leave. You want me here stuck in Los Angeles, California like all these other low-Lifes, no class having people! Sigh. (Sorry to those who fit that description but that’s just how I see it.) I was thinking to myself one night, maybe your afraid of letting me go. You want me to stay a little girl forever. Why can’t you just let that little girl go and except the fact that I transformed from a child to a young lady? How does that saying goes? A bird has to leave the nest to learn to how fly. (Correct me if I’m wrong, please)
Well, mom. I’m that bird and I’m asking you to let me spread my wings and learn how to fly. I bet I’ll be a darn good one too. aha. I’ll be taking off soon. I’ll always love you. I’ll still be your little girl. Like when I’m sick, a husband can’t take care of his wife like a mother can. Or when I need that girly bond, I can’t talk to my friends the way I talk to you. Just know that you were a great mother and I seriously hope to be one just like you!.
Muah,
Valencia.
You finally realize what not to look for when your love have been used & broken.
When you been hiding in the dark and giving satan’s partner here on earth one of your gold heart token.
When you almost been tricked into having a physical relationship.
When after saying no your heart been ripped and you’ve been mentally tripped.
Just when you thought the pain was getting worse and your love have been put on a curse.
A hand comes to you on New Years night.
And just when you thought love gave up on you. There they are in plan sight.
You finally found what you been looking for your whole life.
On this note (poem) I will say:
I have finally found someone who have made me laugh, smile, broke me out my shell. Can I quote them? (I really hope so.) In his he is speaking about LOVE . .
I actually stopped looking and said I’ll let it just come to me, like if it’s meant to be it’ll come you know So the day that I said that, I asked Josh if he wanted to go to the movies with me and chopper that night, he said actually I’m going to the grove later you wanna come with, I said yea. We went to go see black swan and it came to me…
. . . Happy to say I feel the same way too. I guess REAL LOVE and MEN exists.
* PLEASE NOTE I’M NOT IN LOVE! {Just yet }
