I hate the bus. I’ve NO CHOICE but to take it. But one thing I like about it, everyone on here has a story and I can see it just through one face expression. Some good, bad, even sad. One day I’m going to ask someone about their story to see how lucky..I guess BLESS I am to have such a ..well live a “substantial” life. Maybe my eyes would open up much WIDER then what they are. GOOD MORNING CALI ♥
Hey Bloggers! It March 25 and I’m so nervous about this day! For two reasons. One reason is because I have 2 tests today! AND dance audition!
Yikes! But you know, I’m not going to worry because its Friday, I’m wearing a SMILE, and I’m giving nothing but LOVE! 
hope you guys do the same as well.
P.S. THAT PHOTO IS MY CAPTURING! LOL. I GOT SKILLS.
My Mom came in my room this morning and sit on my bed waking me up asking do I wanna go to school? Like ALL teenagers I said NO. But I had my reasons. Like any other mother with a heart she knew why and I didnt even have to explain why.
Getting off the bed she walked out my room coming back 5 minutes laters with GROSS medicine and a HUGE cup of Hot Chocolate! She walked out saying “Feel better and I’ll call you every 2 hours. I love you”
Sigh. All I needed was a Mother’s Touch.
When people are sick they tend to be depress, moody, and all out of whack! But me I try to keep a smile, stay very energetic, and get some sunlight! Since my mom wants me to stay inside I’m going to try to read a lot blogs and give love through my words! love you!
P.S Pray for me! I have a stuffy nose, back pains, and headache! 
I think NOT!
My friends really think I should arch my.. what they call like to call them “bush hams” eyebrows LOL! (What kind of name?) But I know my eyebrows are totally fine. They give me my own look.
Besides I don’t wanna sit in a nail salon in a creepy room located in the back. O_o I don’t know them people like that! Sheesh.
Well Good Morning!
Good Morning Bloggers of WordPress.com (I like that) right now, I’m going to write a really short and quick post. Because, lately I haven’t been blogging or blog reading (Sorry Tom and any others that I have been missing out on.) I just been VERY and I mean very busy. With what you may ask.
I have been busy with:
1. Teaching my dance girls, which by the have been doing so great! they have had 3 performances and nailed all of them. But sometimes they can be a hand full, so been trying hard to keep them in line.
2. Being in School, yes, really busy with that. Try having EIGHT ( 8 ) classes (and not in one day I’ll really die of some teen-disorder). 5 academics, and 3 dance classes. Yes, very tough but the grades are strong accept for Chemistry and Choreo class, that lady grade very tough. I can’t get through her. :X
3. Last but not least, BEING A TEEN. As we all know or use to know, being a teen was hard. And for me it is. Going to school being around different people, it can really make you think about who you want be in life or even right now. But one great choice I have made so far in my teen life, is to just be yourself and YES, hang in the library. Friends can wait but those great books? Heck no, I love ‘em.
Alright, now that I gave you a little upgrade or “UPDATE” on me. Lol. I probably won’t be back in 3weeks. But this is what I will be doing for my winter break:
EXTRA CREDIT WORK! YAAAAY.
You know those days where everything around you moving just a little to fast and your moving just a little to slow? Those days where you sit back, relax with a cup of tea, and sigh every 5mins? Yeah. I’m having one of those days.
So, to make it complete I’m going to grab my journal, favorite purple pen, smooth jazz playing out of my earphones, sit outside in the backyard in my “Nook” {Thanks, JeLisa for the new word 
..} and just sigh at the sunshine and beautiful breeze.
It started with a Hello.
As I sipped my mocha latte.
You walked over with a huge smile planted on your face.
Such an amazing memory I can’t erase.
It started with a Date.
As I was running late.
My pretty flowered dress caught upon my gate.
You came right on time to rescue me; I really thought it was magical faith.
It started with the First Kiss.
I was shy and a little nervous.
You helped me bloom out of my huge shell.
Such a memory I will never forget.
As I look up to the sky.
You held my hand and said I was sent from above.
And this I know..
We have Inner L o v e.
I’ve been through the death stage. I’ve went through hell and back. I felt lonely. I’ve been in the dark, but yet still had the Lords light. I’ve seen and heard cries. I felt my angels pick me up and put in reality. {Thanks guys, but please don’t do that again. Okay?} I witness thousands of crimes. But I’m still taking this journey step-by-step.
You can say, my journey looks like crap right? I wanna say that too. But its not that it looks like crap, the point is it is “crap!” I’m thankful it’s that way.
Now, what I can say is that, God is doing this for a reason and having a good time too. But I’m not. I’m gonna say he’s giving me a test to see where would I go; would I turn to him or turn to the other side of my journey. And, sadly to say I been going to the other side! I don’t like that side. I lost track of my journey. This is what happening right now, yes right now:
I see the lords hand at the end of all my troubles, he’s there with comfort, peace, lots of love, and nothing but smiles. I look down that road and I like what I see. So I take off running, like pastor Scott says “moving forward.” As I’m running I made a mistake, I looked back. Now I’m a track star, they have always told me to never look back while on the track field, it’ll slow you down. As I looked back I seen satan, all of my troubles, and his crew. I started to slow down. They caught up to me and grabbed me by the leg and I fell to the ground. Now I have bruises all over me, I’m trapped by the devils vines, that arose from the the ground. I been down there what seem like days, but its only been a second.
Not looking back, to see what’s going on. I looked up and seen the lords open hands still. Something whispered in my ear and it said “I know that I have not yet reached that goal, but there is one thing I always do. Forgetting the past and straining toward what is ahead, I keep trying to reach the goal and get the prize for which God called me through Christ to the life above.”- Philippians 3:13-14. After I heard that, I don’t know what had happen, I gathered the strength and broke threw satans trap and put everything behind, and ran down the road but which really felt like I flew to Gods loving hands.
I’m thankful to be with the Lord our savior in Christ. I’m thankful to go down that rough journey. I’m thankful to be a witness of christ and it’s all time healing. I’m very thankful. With all that said, this is my journey and I’m taking it step-by-step, even when the bad times come I won’t solve it myself, I’ll leave with God. All I have to do is step out of his way and let him do his thuggtizzle. Lol. Just kidding. I’ll let him do his thing. love you guuyys!
So its 7 o’clock on a Saturday “Morning!” Why is that? Because my brother have basketball practice. Who has practice early in the morning? uggh. Even on a Saturday. I wish I was in my bed right now! :\
– bright side is.. I think there’s no bright side! I WANNA BE HOME!
