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My Love. . .

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Day by day I sit & wonder what I’m feeling for you is love. But then again, is love suppose to make you sigh? Make you cry? Make you hurt? Just a little? I’m not going to write any love poem for you. But I will write this letter.

I can feel you watching me when I teach my dance class. I can read your face whenever you give me that “famous” look you give. You have me hooked with your mind games. But their not your games, its your undefining love I’m hooked to. .

5 years of undying crush, which is now turning into lust. Me & you build a chemistry over this pass summer & months, I’m confused on what we’re doing. I wrote these to explain:

Sometimes U can push me a little too much. I wonder do U realize I can feel your touch. Yes what I have is a crush. But I know its turning into lust.  I don’t want things to rush.  Is that asking for too much? My mind is telling me to let it all happen. Your love games is what I’m trapped in. My heart is telling me not to give you trust. One thing I do know my love has a limit. Right now your not in it. ♥ -Valencia

I am a dreamer at mind. I am a worrier at heart. Maybe its that time. To realize what we are doing is make believe. This mindset I have is what I can’t receive. Its time to realize U are make believe. -Valencia ♥

Sometimes I feel like I’m fading away from you or your fading away from me. Oh how I can love so hard. The things can sometimes do, can drive to me to the edge. When you see me upset at them, you ask me what’s wrong, I tell you nothing because I don’t want you to think that your doing wrong.—Yesterday you gave me this look & this touch I’ll never forget. It was very over powering. I got lost in it. I didn’t know what to do but then you seel it with a . . Shhh ;)

In the end MY LOVE can only take so much. . .

. . . so I ask myself is love suppose to make you sigh? Make you cry? Even make you hurt? Just a little?

              Sincerly,

                             Valencia.

This is for T.W.J.

Hurt Love

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As sweet as cotton candy
Everything was fine and dandy.
As cold as ice
We had a huge fight.
All those tears I shed.
All those lies you said.

How could this be?
You said you loved me.
You said we would love forever.
Was that a lie too?

I must obey your Rules.
The blood from my split lips goes down like drool.

You tell me to love you better.
But how?
You took all my happiness.
With your words and your fist.

I pray that I’ll see—see the light
I pray I’ll see white doves rise above.
……cause this IS HURT love.

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