Love and disease are both like electricity. They are always there– you can’t see or smell or hear, touch, or taste them, but you know they are there like a current in the air. We can choose to plug into the love current instead. And let it shine like a wreath of lights. ♥
No pictures can describe this lust!
If you listen to Tenderness by Chirs Brown maybe you’ll understand the story more better:
The first time I met you, it was an awkward time.
My best friend introduce you to me. I hated her that whole day for setting me up.
But then we started talking.
I thought I was being judgemental that whole time, but some reason you seemed to look through it. {Still shocked how you did that}
When she left to the ladies room, I knew where she was going definitely nots the lady’s room. Just so we can get to know each other. But all I wanted to do was go home and get in my bed. {It was freezing cold}
But then you did the sweetest but craziest thing, you gave me your sweater then bought me ice cream! LOL. I laugh at that all the time. 
That was the first time you made me laugh.
Days passed by even months. We grow into each other. lol. Yes it was all smiles.
But sometimes I guess smiles don’t last long, that day you made me mad. Was the first time I ever called you out your name, but you looked passed it and just embraced me with a sorry hug.
That was our first forgiveness moment. :\
Now, today we last strong, you still make me laugh, mad, annoyed, but when I my ways you seem to look them and throw it out the window. And still see as the sweet girl I am.
I still can’t see how you do that! Is it magic???
UPDATE:
Lol. The thing is that, I can’t say love. No matter how bad I won’t to. But I don’t know what the meaning of love is at this point in my life. So I’m naming it lust. So the reason I said to listen to Chris Brown is because he (not chris brown) shows me tenderness. He’s kind and sweet. When ever I’m in my days caught up with the world, he reliefs me. He makes things easier for me. Just had to put this up here, for those who actually listen to the song and didn’t really get it. 
if you do understand, siiiiigggh.
..a delicate truffle on a subtle crisp layer enrobed in shimmering chocolate!
{And ladies! Its under 85 calories!}
As soon as I placed it on my tongue, it felt like a delicious light creamy chocolate that just melts away all your troubles. 
I have never been so relaxed by chocolate in my life. Its a great feeling!
Go get you one now, seriously right now! Why are you still reading this!!!!
